A strange beginning…
A small, Daschund-like dog, mostly tan in color with black tip lowlights struggled to free itself from its bonds. A single stiff ring caught his torso and was tethered to the ground. He pulled and pulled! Slowly, desperately trying to get it over his hips so that he could be free.
I was walking down the sidewalk and I observed this. I did not help; I only watched curiously. Finally he broke free and ran off down the street. Somehow I found the dog in my arms, and I brought it back to who I thought was its owner. He was a rather creepy man, tall, thin, yet strong, and he wore a blue workman’s jumper. I handed him the dog. He walked behind a curtain that was half covering the opening to his dirty and cluttered garage. This was no car garage. It was a place of old machines and cob webs and the stench of oil.
When I heard the dog’s neck snap, I could not control the flood of emotion! Desperation, loss, yearning to undo mistakes of the past, anger, fear, a fear that would soon turn to terror. This man was much more than creepy. He turned his gaze to me: he was less than alive and much more than living. He wanted to snap my neck too!
Now dear reader, I ask you to simply remember your favorite dream in which you are being chased by something horrible. No matter your pursuant, you remember the fear as being quite tangible. And of course, your feet provide very little traction when running. Oh you can run, sort of, just enough to keep the chase going, just enough to preserve the fear.
My man had a battle cry, and he said it with a menacing monotone only the undead can produce.
“No change! No change!” he cried.
At the time, this was just about the worst thing such a creature could say to me. If he caught me, all my progress would be undone! He was created by my mind. He was my man, but what was he? Where did he come from?
“No change, No change!”
And then he started shooting at me. Son of a bitch! Thankfully, my body remained nimble despite my pathetic feet. I ducked behind a wall. Each time I peeked my head out, another bullet flew by. No hits. I was fast. I had my knife. I counted and I waited. Out of bullets. I stepped out from behind the wall and threw the knife. It plunged deep in between his collar bones. A curious landing, and the blood began to pour. Not that it mattered. His pursuit did not lessen. And the chase continued.
“No change! No change”
A lousy ending….
Awake. Well that sucked! What a most unwelcome guest! I know why the dog wanted to get away.
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My dream was bizarre and tortuous as well. It started in a bare room that seemed cold and unwelcome. Only a matress with sheets was in the room, and it was on the floor instead of in a proper bed frame. I was asleep on the floor, which was a cold, white tile floor reminiscent (sp?) of a hospital. You (yes you, wierd huh?) were asleep on the matress (we were both fully clothed-nothing weird about it!). We both woke up at the same time, and as I stood up, I started hemorraging blood. Blood was everywhere, all over that stale, white and impossibly clean floor. Chunks of tissue collected all around me. I knew that somewhere inside my womb I was diseased and rotten and I was now going to die. But as I started to panic, you grabbed me and tried to calm me down. We then left so that you could drive me to the hospital. (I see this as help from a trusted male friend in the absense of my husband). As we passed through the den/kitchen, I saw my family and a bunch of strangers eating a big meal. My mother and father seemed unconcerned at my current state and even angry that we were going to the hospital. We left, and searched for your car. At some point we began running from something, but I don't know what. We had a goal we were trying to accomplish but were frustrated. Everywhere we searched for your car but couldn't find it, all the while being chased by this frightening nothingness. Somehow we came upon a fence in an area much like my backyard. We climbed through the fence and hooray! David came to our rescue. Then I found myself alone in the doctor's office, waiting on test results that would dictate my fate. The doctor put his hand on my shoulder, to comfort me...
we be a tortured two. i bet we know three and four and five and six and...
why?
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